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Focus & Flow

by KiloWatts & Vanek

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★KellyWalker★ This is my favorite album of all the time. Yes, I can make such a loud statement, how precisely its got in my soul. As if i hear my own thoughts and feelings, dive into complietly different universe. My endless source of inspiration. Thanks for this piece of art. Favorite track: Sinnerstate.
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1.
Morningstar 04:42
Everything's forgotten, everyone's erased Nowhere left to turn to, no one left to face amazing mind.
2.
Odyssey 05:29
And then I find myself, trapped between the lines I'm nowhere near the end on pages in my mind a silence weighs on me tension down my spine the unrest in the street it haunts me back in time I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget a legend fades away ... a hero turns to grey I need to walk away pretend that I don't feel but still emotion stings like splinters in my heel A siren softly sings feathers melt like snow the remnants of my wings of freedom letting go I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget a legend fades away ... a hero turns to grey I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget a legend fades away ... a hero turns to grey ... but I stay I have no scars I cannot force myself to see the man I was before the man I'll some day be I swallow my regret ... no flowers to forget a legend fades away ... a hero turn to grey ... but I stay places no one knows, covered up in prose
3.
Solar Flare 05:43
4.
Combray 06:59
apathy, bleeding its way through me nothing explodes into something so delicate fragile I can't see what it will eventually be dust seems to settle in circles surrounding a rhythm that's pounding and sinewaves inherently float through serenity silence can't shatter a void filled with matter closer together and gravity melts what is soaring in belts time moving faster a sun burning out in this chaos I wake up inside of me wanting to break me free make some sense of this chaos, some sense of the dark, make some sense of my thoughts getting colder, my heart growing older Welcome to myality I have written deceit like a story in me just to find that the rivers I float on stand still in between my reflection, the mirror my eyes seem to pierce through a fever that colors my world I can tell you the words that I've spoken, the boundaries I've broken to get to the state that I'm in As I'm turning a page on my darkness I'm hyperreceptive A motion that slows down within. craving tomorrow alone with the world late at night and my thoughts only bounce of the walls I am answering my calls I'm a deaf man a dead man afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of my shadow, afraid of the gallows my mind has drawn Where's the break of dawn, where is the morning sun, where is where I run eyes going grey as my presence erases something implodes into nothing so delicate fragile I can't see what it will eventually be apathy, bleeding its way through me I have written deceit like a story in me just to find that the rivers I float on stand still in between my reflection, the mirror my eyes seem to pierce through a fever that colors my world I can tell you the words that I've spoken, the boundaries I've broken to get to the state that I'm in As I'm turning a page on my darkness I'm hyperreceptive A motion that slows down within. I just linger I hover I sever my ties, going out in the open I fall down I cry I believe in my failure, I sentence myself, I get up every morning, forgetting again how to breath in a moment, eternally lost like a secret unspoken the words that I've crossed I will cover my traces, will whisper my thoughts there will never be proof of the wars that I've fought.
5.
move slowly, inhale the atmosphere blue vapourtrails color you in there all seems frozen motion's breaking down move slowly and never touch the ground and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you Move slowly, our innocence's secure everytime I try to get to you gets me closer to the door and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you Move slowly as time is kicking in, we're just a breath away from separation, I won't see you again and I've been avoiding the truth that the closest I get is the furthest from you from you move slowly
6.
So Strange 06:48
run now it's been so many years that you've been standing still, still here you've been standing still here Leave now and don't come back again you should be looking forward forward to the end you should be looking forward to the end Rage now, against the dying of the day and fight yourself, you should fight yourself fight yourself a way the moment you return to see your little insecurities, the way that you lived in between it never seemed so strange, not to feel remember what the hell will happen when you get yourself constricted in your mind again remember what the hell will happen when you find yourself inflicted by your thoughts again Hide now there's no light enough to move the night has fallen, the night has fallen, fallen over you the night has fallen over you Sleep now, be careful not to dream or nothing ever will be nothing ever will be will be what it seems wake up you've made it to the dawn, welcome to another day, welcome to another day time to carry on the moment you return to see your little insecurities, the way that you lived in between it never seemed so strange, not to feel
7.
Sinnerstate 05:08
hesitation's like a phoenix in my eyes and although I really want although I really try there's no way to get me out of here oooh I linger here eternally, repeat myself here endlessly situation seems to be that I'm not missed without perception I cannot claim to exist every moment seems to come again and every whisper echoes in my head I am running even though I know I can't I am running to the end where I began emotions are coming down on me there's no one to guide me from these streets with a mind to call my own my insanity had grown and to an infinite degree I have lost myself in me I'm like a spiral going down never know where I am bound swaying softly blocking out my sight in suspension I feel darker than the night Forgive me, I know not what I seem Believe me for I cannot believe. emotion..... with a mind to call my own my insanity had grown and to an infinite degree I have lost myself in me I'm like a spiral going down never know where I am bound I travel vectors taking me further down my lies my life seems circular without an X or why there's no way to get me out of here repeat myself repeat myself here endlessly
8.
Revolve 04:28
You move yourself to move yourself carefully the world revolves round you or so you think it does you're nothing but a nothing wrapped in riddles you walk away cause you're afraid to be touched your life seems like it flows from scene to scene and truthfully there's very little substance in between you should force yourself to see You're running now, rerunning in your footprints, you know this place, you know it from before you knew yourself and in your face you mirror your delusion there's nothing left to trace it's in your head. your life seems like it flows from scene to scene and truthfully there's very little substance in between and when you feel you're so surreal there's nothing you can hang onto you can't believe the things you need yourself to see you need yourself to be. you should force yourself to feel
9.
Unravel 03:52
it hurts I'm scared I'm filled with joy I'm happy I don't know what to do empty in a room, I'm dazed I can't face the curtain calling and echoes falling where I stand and shadows bleed from who I am I know I don't know I know I can't escape the path I need to take I'm travelling unravel me again. it hurts I'm scared I'm filled with joy I'm happy I don't know what to do I'm cold I'm breathing silver clouds Insanity I'm told is nothing but perception is nothing but reflection of my soul I know I don't know I can't escape the path I need to take I'm travelling unravel me again it hurts I'm scared I'm filled with joy I'm happy I don't know what to do Tonight, I'll have to dig real deep to stay alive Tonight, I'll have to dig real deep to survive
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11.
Fall Behind 04:15
You feed me broken bullets, battlefields of indecision. I'm feeling forced to walk through clouds of smoke that seem to last. Why do we always tread around in all these downward spirals? Why do we cover up the bitter traces of our past? I seem to fall behind the corners of my mind Swallow sorrow now and fill the hole I've dug for all these years. I'm friends with all these mirrors, they've been sharing all my tears. And when the world melts down to nothing I haveever seen, I will not be around for I'll be lost in different dreams I'm searching for a sign in here Praying for my head to clear I seem to fall behind the corners of my mind I tell myself the things I think I need to feel myself believe I'm searching for a sign in here Praying for my head to clear I seem to fall behind the corners of my mind fading in and fading out the dreamscape's real I still deny a world that I can never feel I tell myself the things I think I need to feel myself believe
12.
After You 04:27
Late at night, I still remind myself of who I used to be my shadow is drawn against a midnight sky and I am speeding to a destiny unknown to me meet me in dreams I carry many questions there, tonight I'll see if it's the end of my identity and ooh bet you were convinced that I'd stay down, bet you thought I'd never make a sound but I'm coming back I'm turning round I'm coming after you now. It seems like heaven turned its back on me again I'm soaring through the depths of who I am My wings decay, I'm falling through my eyes goodnight today tommorow I will rise and ooh bet you were convinced that I'd stay down, bet you thought I'd never make a sound but I'm coming back I'm turning round I'm coming after you now. Late at night, I still remind myself of who I used to be, so jaded and so broken and no one to look after me, you kept me down I was forced to bleed my life for you right up to now, I'm standing up I'm coming after you. and ooh bet you were convinced that I'd stay down, bet you thought I'd never make a sound but I'm coming back I'm turning round I'm coming after you now.
13.
Sudden Flow 05:11
take the staircase, to the lower floor, taste the kind of blue you came here for you have walked for miled to see this Sleight of hand in a minor swing you cannot see how he moves his strings so pure of heart I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out and I found it now I found it now Freedom a sudden flow, freedom the lights are low, freedom these sounds of cool, freedom I treasure you I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out. Silent conversations with himself, scaling ladders up and down to hell into heavens filled with fire I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out and I found it now I found it now Freedom a sudden flow, freedom the lights are low// freedom these sounds of cool, freedom I treasure you... Freedom I treasure you I have been on the run always chasing the sun trying to find a way out. autumn leaves that softly flow Dizzy sounds cut through the smoke like a bridge between desires
14.
There's a candy colored sky, and the rabbit's chasing time, and the one that lost his mind is me I still remember all the lives I ever lived I still remember all the things I never did I dreamed about eternity trying to hold on to what's left of me I'm an island on my own, and my friends are made of stone, a stream of consciousness unknown through me I still remember all the lives I ever lived I still remember all the things I never did I dreamed about eternity trying to hold on to what's left of me I still remember all the lives I ever lived I still remember all the things I never did I dreamed about eternity trying to hold on to what's left of me There is something so familiar bout the way these words come back to me like whisper, liek a heartbeat like a shadow no one else can see as I linger as I wonder what it is that's dragging me along, I just know that, I'm convinced that I will reach the place where I belong and the rain will fall to wash my mind away, and the times won't stall and tick my lives away and my voice won't call to wish for me to stay, cause the world will fall but I'll return again.

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Standing here now breathing atmosphere, bleeding beauty and feeling the universe shift around me. Loving every second. It's all about the atmosphere; an ethereal dusk; the solitude of slow and silent motion. Break it down in little fragments, reverse thrust, u-turn and glue it all together again. These colors are seeping through the cracks of your conviction. I am a flowing through your lucid understanding. Skin leaks salted blood and the friction of two minds throwing sparks into entropic worlds beneath these melted skies. In the end, it's all about the atmosphere... rewind...press play on tape.

credits

released January 30, 2008

Peter Van Ewijk on vocals, guitar, and production
James Watts on synths and production
Artwork by ReiNarDus: reinardus.com

Released in 2008 on End Of Time Records
Further released in 2009 on Dependent Records, Motor Music Digital, and Diffusion Records.
Re-released in 2021 here.

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